OF COURSE I WANT CAKE..THAT IS FOR SURE..I WANT CUP CAKES..THEY LOOK CUTE AND YUMMY^^
birthday present and birthday wish from my families, friends, boyfriend, enemies and unknown peoples...ehehhehehe...below is my wish list..take a look at it..^^
wish # 1 Maltese - the innocent one
wish # 2 Schnauzer - the grumpy uncle look
wish # 3 Papilion - the pampered one
wish # 4 German Shepherd - the gentleman one
wish # 5 Siberian Husky - the handsome one
wish # 6 Old English Sheepdog - the playful and lazy one
UNFORTUNATELY wish list 4, 5, and 6 surely cannot get it as my house not big enough for them to stay..so have to wait until I own my big house 1st ehehe..^^ like Martha Stewart house in Maine maybe..*day dreaming* YES I LOVE TO DREAMS..who don't right??? but who know maybe one day I can own one...^^
wish # 7 Canon EOS 7D Kit II DSLR
wish # 8 PowerShot SX200
wish # 9 Digital IXUS 90
wish # 10 Sony DSC-TX1
wish # 11 Sony Ericson Latest Model Aino
BUT THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP....I see my present...JENG JENG jeng......
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curious why my present is an empty box???from luxurious present turn into nothing???
from 11 wish list present turn into 0 present???
from the dream or wish to have one out those become ashes???
I know you guys will curious about it..
I know you guys might think that I'm out of my mind right..???
I know you guys think that maybe there too much wish till I confuse which one should I own 1st..
Ya...at 1st point I really confuse..is like GOSH...THERE IS SO MANY THINGS THAT I LOVE AND WANTED TO OWN ONES....but this morning when I woke up from my bed...I feel those are nothing to me..yes I still love it and hope to own all of those one day...BUT there is one things that R E A L L Y important compare to those present..things that make me clear what I want the most for my 21st birthday wish list..things that never come across my mind till this morning...
I WANNA MAKE MY 21ST BIRTHDAY AS MEANINGFUL AS I CAN....
that is I wanna go back to Penang and visit my beloved grandmother..yes..they aren't here anymore they had went to their own world...for years already...
one had left me when I was standard one and the other one left me when I was in form three..
they are the most precious person I had in my life there is nothing can replace them in my heart
their love to me will never die and my love to them will never die too even we are now apart...
its been awhile I didn't pray and visit them so I will take this opportunity to visit and pray for them for my 21st birthday..this is what I really wanna do for my birthday~~~...
a really M E A N I N G F U L present for my birthday that cannot be buy by money...AN ENDLESS LOVE...

Her wisdom is an art
she shares so generously~~~
Her words are golden treads
that blind our family.
We're covered by a quilt of love~~~
it warms us like no other
God used the hands of one so dear~~~
the one we call Grandmother.
I LOVE YOU xoxo..
P.S: I cannot make it for now till my sem break..even though I'm going back this Saturday.. because it just 2 days back to Penang and I need 2 days to visit them as both of them stay in different "house" one is at east and the other one is at south..and I need my mum to take me over there since my motor now is in Kampar and I DON'T HAVE MOTOR IN PENANG...so I need to book my mum 1st from her busy working day..therefore this will only be done during my sem break...




























